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The Tale is that be careful in your desires, because everything you dream about will certainly come true, but not how you had expected.
So, I went to Sakhalin Island, have worked 23 days of a six-month contract, I broke my ankle in 3 places with an offset and had to have “rest” for one half a year in a cast and another half a year to master the “flying gait of the goddess” for not to limp like a broken robot.
It turned out that it’s not the worst thing to pay bills living on your own, it’s not the worst thing to eat only potatoes or carrots, but it’s scary to be alone with yourself with no expectation for help, it’s scary to accept all you have is yourself, it’s scary that it is all your mistakes, it’s scary that you are different, it’s scary to accept that self-pity does not help your bones grow together and it’s scary to realize your strength despite all the circumstances which I had created by myself.
Before I had broken a leg in my head was spinning a buzzing, annoying melody, an obsessive desire to rest, lie down and not move.
Stephen King was right: “Be careful in your desires, they tend to come true. Always !”
